S'more time at home (pun intended)

Ally seems a bit down today. She usually does when her ANC is at zero. ZERO. I still can't believe it, but thus it is true. Whenever she takes additional meds (like right now she is on three things for the mouth sores) I swear it slows everything down. She is not eating. I can't stand when she doesn't eat because I also think this slows things down. Her body needs food to recover. It is a vicious circle.

I am feeling a bit better. Not great. The medicine I am taking is making me not want to eat. Food is actually quite repulsive to me. This must be God's way of teaching me what my daughter goes through every single day. Long term illnesses...how do people stand it? Pain, suffering, for a long period of time. I am worn out and have only been feeling bad since Sunday.

We are enjoying being home. This has to be a new world record for us. 5 nights in a row. Dare I say it (knocking on wood) I just wish Ally felt a little better....she seems a bit depressed which is not like her. Being stuck in the house all the livelong day....day after day....I guess it can get to kids too. She has had a few hours out playing with Madden and Madison, but that is it for the week. It is getting colder, so tonight we had a fire and some smores. That always livens things up a bit.
Thanks for keeping up the prayers for our girl and all the kids facing cancer.